Wow. 9 days without my little love. My heart still aches as much as it did the day I found you. I hope you are having fun in heaven, baby. Miss you more than I could ever say. I love you soooo much. It's crazy how one minute I'm ok and the next it's nearly impossible to breathe. I wish this wasn't the path for our family, but it is. I'm trying to hard to make the best of life without you here. I know you'd want that.