Today was a better day.
I went to breakfast with Jeanie. She loves you, too. She wishes so much she could have saved you. We had brunch with Nana, Papa, and the cabin family. It was nice. They bought us a fire pot to remember you.That was nice. Sarena brought us dinner and chatted for a bit. Jennie (from work) brought us a work card and chatted for a bit. Amy (from Nana's work) brought us tacos for dinner. I went out to dinner with Auntie Jo. It was fun. Daddy surprised me and had the entire bathroom done when I got home. He's so good to me. I love him so much. He's so good to Cashy and was so good to you. He loves you, little girl, so much. I just hope you realized just how loved you are.... you touched MANY lives in your short time here.
I miss you so much. I'm so sad you aren't waiting here for me when I got home from dinner. I don't get to ask Daddy how you were. Today I was listening to a song where they sing "open you eyes" and I sobbed. That's all I wanted for you to do on Tuesday. Was to open your eyes. I don't think I will be able to listen to the song for a long time... if ever. I would do anything to bring you back. How's heaven today? Do you even have days in heaven? What are you doing right now? Do you hear me writing to you? I can't wait to hear all about what you've been doing. To talk to you... to hug and kiss you... I love you, baby. To heaven and back.