Day 19

19 days feels like forever.

Today was the best day I've had in a few days... I've had some really hard days lately. Today was better. We woke up and did the triathalon. We'd done a practice round and I had a large emotional breakdown that day so maybe that helped. I did ok. I finished faster than my goal time so that good. We went to lunch with Auntie Jo and Uncle Justin. We went to Target. After naps, we went to the beach with Uncle Justin, Auntie Jo, and the kids. That was kind of hard.. the last time we went to the beach you were with us all. What I wouldn't give to do that day again. Wasn't it a good day? Do you remember it? Did you like your time with us? I hope so. I sure more than enjoyed my time with you. Life with you was so good. I felt like you completed our family. You will always be a part of our family, sweet girl. I (and Daddy) will never forget you. We will be sure to talk to Cashy so much about you. I pray he doesn't forget you, either. Who could forget you, beautiful girl? No one! We will, also, be sure to tell your future brothers and sisters about you. You are a big part of our family. A big part of our hearts. How could we not share stories about you?

I'm, again, so thankful for the time I got to spend loving on you. I wouldn't trade it in for anything and I'd do it all over again heartbeat even knowing our time would end too soon. What are you doing right now? I can't wait to hear about what you've been up to. I love you to Heaven and back.