Your autopsy report came in yesterday.
It states: Sudden Unexplained Death in Infancy. It was so hard to read.
It gave such a good, accurate description of you, though. It talked about your brown hair. It said you had blue eyes and delicate eyelashes. It said you had clean fingernails and red toenail polish. As crappy as it was to read, the external description of you was you. It said you weighed 13lbs 10 oz. Dr. P said that it really should be pretty accurate. Maybe she's just pretending... but I like to think you were roughly that... I weighed you on the scale not long before that and you were only 13 lbs or something along those lines. You were my petite girl. Your brother weighed 16 lbs 2.5 oz at 4 months.
I have been missing you an extra amount these last few days. I've been sending so many wishes and kisses to Heaven. I love you so much, Jovi, to Heaven and back.