Friday, August 30, 2013

13 Weeks

Lila is now 13 weeks (and 2 days... but who is keeping track). I can't imagine losing her in three weeks... How did I not know?! She is such a bright light in my life but can be so hard. Doing so much now her sister did..... Doing so much I remember her sister doing. I just can't imagine losing Lila. I never imagined losing Jovi. She just died. Just like that she was gone... but knowing the possibility is there is so, so very hard.

Jovi- not a day goes by that I don't think of you. Not a day goes by that I don't wish you were here... smooching too much on your baby sister. I was thinking of the first time I get to see you again... Know I think of our reunion often and that I can't wait to see who you are... See your smile... if you've gotten bigger... to hear your laugh... and to just snuggle you. Your mommy can't wait. I love you to Heaven and back.

Sisters at the very same age

"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope." Jeremiah 29:11


  1. Aw - love those pictures. They are both so beautiful. I will continue to pray for you. I'm sure I will be doing the same thing... counting the days and weeks. Holding my breath, praying and hoping that my next baby will outlive Link. The fears.
    I love the scriptures that you add at the end of your posts. Love them.

  2. Molly just two nights ago I was thinking about Jovi and counting in my head how many weeks Lila is, knowing that 16 weeks is approaching soon. I am & will continue to be praying for you, as I'm sure you are experiencing quite a few difficult emotions. They are both so beautiful, they are both so blessed to have you as their mommy.